Love vs infatuation…help me out
I think I’m in love with this guy, but at first sight. Does it count? If I only know I think it’s live at first sight and I got no clue how he feels. I don’t think it could happen between us. It doesn’t happen for girls like me, actually I can’t even give myself a category like girls like me because I don’t even know another girl like me. I have never been so shy around a guy like that since Chris in middle school, but that was different, I was going through puberty, that’s when a girl can be super unconfident about herself. I was, still am from time to time. I see all these beautiful girls and I wish I were them sometimes because I see their boyfriends and I’m like damn what I would do to be in his arms later tonight but that’s nothing. The guy that I just let two days ago, I was so shy around him I couldn’t speak really, all I did was laugh, smile, fan my face when he was looking and say thank you do much. All after he’d kissed me, on the cheek of course; repeatedly. I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy. Things like that you don’t wanna over think it because good looking guys like him probably tons of girls throwing themselves at them and you’d be just another number or he’d have a girlfriend, in one of these cases I know it’s not true, because of Facebook. I wish we talked more because it would be awesome, it’d give me a chance or closure. I’m good enough for a guy like that I just gotta make him see that too. I can say the was him just doing his job making his fan happy but on the other hand we call it a great end to a first date and be on to the next one. :)
I think for right now I’m infatuated with Clark but if we started dating I lahhhgit could fall in love with Clark because he’s that type of guy, the one you dream about or the one the psychic says you’re gonna meet, but you get no warning or indication of what his name is or what he looks like so you’re prepared and you don’t make an ass of yourself. #OMS
For right now I think I’ll be on my Jessica Simpson: “I think I’m in love with you” repeat Swagg lol